The Adventure of a Lifetime
I’m in this season of collating all the wisdom I’ve acquired over the last thirty-one years - and lifetimes before that - and it helps to write it out. I’m reminding myself what I actually know. Here’s a piece.
There’s no rush. You’ll figure it all out eventually.
The summit isn’t as important as how you love yourself while you climb. No amount of validation will fill the void created by the perceived “lack” of your own love.
I know it’s full on; the addiction to validation - the compulsion to over exaggerate to get attention. It will balance out.
All the beauty, wisdom, protective strength, power and genius you see in the men around you, is in you. It IS you. The extent to which you're lusting after them, is the extent to which you're denying and resisting your own Self. I know, it’s a tough pill. You love humans so deeply. You just want them to be as perfect and solve all your problems.
Maintain your idealism, I’m not saying to let it go. But there’s a difference between acknowledging someone as a being of pure perfection (which we all are, on the highest level) and over-glamorizing someone to avoid facing fear and actualizing ourselves.
Work on allowing, accepting and actualizing the qualities you see in them. Whatever they’re giving to you, give it to yourself. Then you'll be able to see them for who they really are - and where they’re actually at - and relate to them on the level of truth. Accept and appreciate yourself.
You'll be glad you did.
You’re here to release the rocket fuel of your creativity. Stop doubting.
About the doubt - you've been taught to approach yourself with caution - to question everything you do, every move you make to within in inch of your life. It's safe to relax your approach, to allow and welcome yourself as a friend… to OPEN to yourself.
All the voices, the resistance you’ve had to your Self, all the fear that has tried to keep you out of the presence of your own ESSENCE, it’s bullshit. You know that. It’s not based on anything real. Just the past, coming up to be seen.
It’s okay to be powerful. It’s okay to be clear, direct, exacting and precise. Confident. Courageous.
You can accept yourself. And, part of acceptance is knowing it doesn't have to all come out all at once.
Let yourself explore.
Centuries of oppression was manifesting in your field, trying to get you to NOT release the truth of your soul. You’ve alchemised it. Congratulations.
The lessons you’ve learnt along your path will serve you, because you took the time to deconstruct them.
You LOVE sharing your gifts and voice with the world. It’s time. You deserve to be seen.
You’re not the next anyone. You’re the first you.
You’re a GEM.
Rare and precious, the first and last of your kind.
People are going to follow you, because they want to. You’ll keep developing your responsibility. Because you’re here to lead. It’s not actually terrifying. It’s the experience you came here to have.
You’ve fought yourself - and won - in the mental prison no-one else could save you from. You win. Now go play.
I love you. You have so much LIGHT to shine and offer the world.
Keep putting all your energy back into the creation of this Universe. You’ll get to adventure out in the world again eventually. And… You also ARE. THIS is your world. This IS the world you’re creating. You crave the adventure of a lifetime? Guess what, you’re already on it.
Are you having fun?
